American idol, i’m so fucking cool

Ok, so Im watching American Idol.

This guy makes me really happy, if you watch AI , watch for him, be always trys to get in the camera shot for as long as possible, he kind of tilts his head sideways when the camera goes by…. I love him… He hasn’t preformed yet, so we’ll wait till he sings, then i’ll talk about him more…

So a couple weeks ago, I was with Ellie, and I kind of realized that all i ever draw is flowers. I remember winter break my step mom came up to me when i was doodeling, and asked me what i was drawing, and said that often times your drawings can be interpreted and mean something more than what it actually is, kind of like dreams.So i looked around on google and came across this…

• Flowers Tend to be drawn by friendly, sociable, sensitive, humane, warm, and open people

• Simple looped flowers occur early in the development of a child’s visual vocabulary, so are common in adult doodling – they are a familiar motif. Flowers are often drawn by women, but should not be interpreted as effeminate if drawn by men. In some faiths the Lotus flower, with its roots in the mud, stem through the water and bloom in the sun, represents enlightenment.

• Internal Meaning: Doodles of flowers indicate a gentle personality, a love of nature, sometimes childlike innocence or wistfulness. They represent the feminine, passive aspect of the universe. Some flowers, with a starlike structure, represent the sun/son. Roses with sharp thorns can indicate betrayal of love.

I dont know, i cant really judge myself to tell whether this is accurate or not, what do you think ?? Heres what i draw, instead of paying attention in class….

I just ate some ice cream, i mixed regular vanilla, with french vanilla, and to tell you the truth, i think i like regular vanilla better…. but vanilla bean is my favorite… Whats your favorite ? We also have angel food cake, and it’s wonderful… With the things i eat, i dont understand why i’m not 40 pounds heavier with heart problems, diabetes and lactose intolerant.. but instead i’m skinny, akward with insomnia and i pass out a lot. Sometimes mother nature forgets how to work, and it’s probably for the better. I dont like queen latifah…

So i think i’m going to watch some more olympics, and i’m recording a song just for sam. It’ll be done soon. hopefully, but i usually just get too frustrated and give up. but not for you sam! />