internet is for interneties.

I’m not using the internet for a little bit.
sorry.
xo

Ok Jesus, i see it now …

So i know nobody will read these lyrics. maybe you should listen to the song … But it fits too perfectly… it’s a sign… lets see how it ends…
I’m glad to see you
I had a funny dream
You were wearing funny shoes
You were going to a dance
You were dressed like a punk but you are too [...]

black bird slow and softly breaks a glass of wine

Dont you just love those people who will hang out with someone for one night, and then be like,” you know what, i think they deserve to be in my top 8 (or 12 or 16…)”
The way i use my top friends is pretty much by who’s page i’m looking at the most, and who [...]

totally forgot what i was going to write… shit !

ok… so i really did forget what i was going to write in here… i came here for a reason…
Well i’ll just write and see where it goes…. i’ll tell you about my day starting backwards….

I was recording a song, i had the guitar track all done, about a 4 minute song… usually takes me [...]

vibrate vibrate….”private number”… answer

hello
Hi may i speak with eric ?
yeah this is him
hi eric, i’m from the united states army, i didn’t catch you at a bad time did I?
No you didn’t
ok, do you have a few minutes  ?
yes i do, but actually i’m not intersted in anything that has to do with the army, thanks anyway…. hang [...]

seeing as this IS my blog

I can say whatever i want, and express whatever i feel , and if people get mad, well then fuck them, right?
And i’m sure i have, and i will offend lots of people with my views and anybody looking to beat me up, go ahead, it’s quiet possible that pain brings me pleasure. it’s possible.,;
But [...]

of course it’s my fault

of course it’s my fault when we dont carry paint anymore at sears, and when that mexicans cordless drill kept breaking because he was using it for construction when it was built for home use… p.s. i couldn’t really understand him and wanted to slap him on the cheek.
So i’ve been sick now for a [...]

no

no XO for that last post because i was angry.
xo

and i shut my eyes again and headed for the dark hillside

Ok,so incase anybody was worried about me getting sick, all your worrying paid off because i am sick
I get to open and close tomorrow at work. it was hard enough today just working 6 hours. what the hell am i going to do tomorrow? anybody have drugs for this situation, i only need them to [...]

we must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul

So incase you dont know, what i do when i’m terribly bored or lonely is go to a park, or quiet place and play guitar. Every single time i play guitar someone has to come up to me and talk, usually always a druggie or a drunk or a bum, or try to listen to [...]